Long time no update
I felt like having a bit of a blog, so here I am.
Ive had a mostly lonely day, theres something really depressing about spending almost the whole day inside one room by yourself. It also gives you a ridiculously bad headache *goes to find pills* Anyway...its kind of ridiculous how I miss some people sometimes...well, one person. I get far too attached, far too easily, and for some reason its always the effed up ones. Why dont I ever like normal people? Its getting actually quite ridiculous.
I cant think too philosophically about things or I get really depressed. Ive also just realised how OCD I am about spelling in my blogs, which makes no sense. I had to go back and rewrite about like 5 times because each time I spelled it 'aboyt'.
So what have I spent my day doing?
1) watching QI and Will&Grace online
2) obsessively checking twitter
3) obsessively checking youtube
4) messing around on facebook
5) playing games
Literally, thats it for like 6 hours. My eyes will turn rectangular and my brain will melt with all the radiation from my laptop...or something like that.
I got yellow nail polish, so I can paint my nails and pretend to be more interesting than I am. Its funny how people go to extremes, Ive gone from refusing to wear anything but black and grey to loving anything florescent and neon. And I refuse to believe I follow trend, I take trends and shape them to be my own.
Ive forgotten why Im doing this, I just like typing quickly. Theres a sense of satisfaction about hearing my fingers hit the keys in quick succession and watching the worlds come out. I wish I had the patience to be a writer, I really do, but I get bored of writing too quickly to ever finish anything. Ive finished two things in my life, both of which were fanfic and both of which need endless correcting. Yeah, me = not a writer. Im more artistic than I used to be, which pleases me, still not as much as Id like though. When I draw something pretty and colour it in, I feel happy.
I need a new profile pic, Im totally not happy with the one I have at the moment. Ill be a camera whore soon, when my audrey k tshirt arrives. Might even dye my hair pink temporarily in the honour.
Eyes hurt too much to blog any more, brain...losing...will...to...live...
No Im just kidding. But that is it for now, I think the poor interwebz has had enough of my mindless waffle.
Peace out everyone.
